Into the Future

I'm really hoping for a good, fun future. Where I'll be able to fulfil my dreams. What ever they are. I know that I want to travel a lot, but that's more of a hobby type thing. I still don't know what kind of profession I want to go and attempt learning about. Hopefully I'll figure it out in the next year. If only I were rich and smart, then I wouldn't have to work. But then that's just my laziness speaking. Oh well.

I'm hoping also that in the next two months, or three that my teeth dramatically improve. That way my braces will come off, and I'll be a happy camper. In that sense, I hope that I won't have to go to the Orthodontist each month to get my wires changed. That way I'll be able to move far far away from Banff. <3

I don't know why but when I move out, or if I'm lucky enough to stumble upon while I'm still living here in Banff, I really want to get myself a record player. And begin buying myself some old records. Considering that most artists and bands sell records too now. When I get my own place, or have my own room, I want it to have some sort of retro feel to it. Maybe if I'm extremely lucky I'll be able to get a place of my own, or when the times, have a boyfriend and move out with him. But when that time comes, it won't be for a long long time.

Speaking about boyfriends, I don't know why, but I'm really craving those intimate moments where you lay in bed, all day. Just being lazy for the entire day. Carefree. Relaxed. Bliss. Watching movies all day and night. Talking, about random stuff.

I feel kind of childish for writing this stuff. Immature, somewhat desperate. For laying out all my feelings down, on the Internet, for anybody, or anything to read. Giving a sort of glimpse, into my boring life.

Personally, I would just be so much happier if I just moved out of Alberta, to somewhere far away, and beyond. . .

Plans for the future.

BC with Sonya! <3 In a couple of weeks!
Calgary after my 18th.
Quebec after that one or two nights in Calgary.
'Cause Roxi that's how it's gonna work for me.

Christmas with Roxann in Peru.
Greece with Sky in the future. As well as Mexico.