I've gotta find my place

"Just want to be happy."

I really enjoy Leona Lewis' new album Echo.
I can really relate to what she's singing lol. Even though most music is pretty generic these days. Oh well. It makes me happy.

I'm going to try and find myself a new calender, mark the middle of March with "Start packing!" Then last day of March, or maybe the 20th, "GET THE FUCK OUT, ASAP!" Buy my plane ticket and never to return. Unless theirs some sort of family emergency or a few years from now. I just want to start living. Since I don't consider this to be living.

Monday I'm applying at Starbucks, Wild Flour, and some other place? Gap again maybe.
That way hopefully I'll have some money to start putting away. Then by Boxing Day weekend, or before New Years I'll buy myself some clothes. Since I am in dire need of new clothes. Tons of new clothes. I need to give my wardrobe a major face lift so to say. I need to add a few things to my wish list haha.

Also I need to set up some sort of goal with how much I'll need to save up for emergency wise, just in case I'm unable to get a job there right away.
Multiply it by 3 months.
$ 600 / month for rent.
$ 100 / utilities.
$ 75 / cell phone.
---- / total.
$2925 + Safety Deposit. ):

Then I need to save up for,
$ 535 / New phone.
$1500 / New furniture.
$ 150 / GIANT BOTTLE OF GIN. Bombay Sapphire.
$2000 / New clothes if possible for me.
$ 500 / Ticket to Montreal.
----- / Total
$4685

All together the grand total would be - $7610
So in other words I want to save up $10,000.

It seems so unrealistic at the moment since I don't have a job.
I'll probably have to get 2 jobs, and save. I won't be able to splurge.
Even though it seems really unrealistic at the moment
Then after I get a job I'll have to head over to RBC and do some banking nigs!
I know for sure that my parents are gonna pay for my food. <3 Also hopefully for my Metro card. Also hopefully my parents will help me accomplish some of the things I want off my wish list. :]

On top of all of that I need to get my passport, Canadian, so that I can travel down to New York for a few days when I live in Montreal. Find those bargain basement sales and buy myself designer clothes. Since New York is the Fashion capital of the States. <3 What I can't wait for is to be able to take a train down there. Since I haven't ridden in a train since my last excursion. That was when I was in grade 5, so in 2002~